| I have always had a fear of change and the unknown........ i guess i really need some kind of closure. I have bee doing a lot of thinking and there is something that i need to hear so i can move on. i'm really sad..........stupid zach braff..... tyler |
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| that stupid picture is fucking taunting me........i don't feel like putting the effort into figuring out how to change it but dammit i feel like shit......the only things i want to hear is silence or "i'll give it a second chance".......but i don't even know if i can look at her without falling in love all over again.....i officially hate hugs.....i didn't want to let go................ fuck.... tyler |
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| I have so many fealings just building up inside me right now......mostly i think i'm bummed for steve irwin....and one other thing......I'm having a very emo week........ i went onto a live floor today. it means i actually went to an actual best buy store where i was able to sell a whole lot of crap!! My boss actually said that he was worried that i would suck. Showed him, huh? Yay i'm Succeeding in something!! About time tyler....... i'm such i a screw up....... (she seems so much better off without me) tyler |
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| dude this is really freaking me out! I'm not even used to being 18.... 
i like this picture i took.... "the sun still sets over the ghetto" good name??? anyway.......i have got a lot of growing up to do. but i'm missing one big thing so it all has been really hard. tyler |
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| well it has been a little weird lately.......things are getting harder and harder to do. even natural functions like eating, sleeping and even breathing sometimes..... but anyway my birthday is coming up!!! I don't want anyone making a big deal about it or anything because i can't remember your birthdays anyway (except a few select people.). hahahahah, i'm funny. 19.....i'm just that much closer to the big 2-0. wow. Birthday. The anniversary of my birth. my dad asked me what i wanted and i couldn't answer because all he needs to worry about is paying the rent and that is all could ask of him. I miss chilling with my pops. Work is always making our old friday nights hard. i miss someone else too. no time to relax! gotta STUDY!!! (yeah right.) i wish i was as cool as Kintaro Oei. tyler |
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